A Friend of Mine

I wish i can blame you. Yes…you! The one who always says sorry if you can’t answer my buzz on ym. The one who teaches me about many things. You brought many thoughts to me, from career path to when i should marry.

You always say i can’t define what i want and you’ve said that i’m like you. But the thing is, i’m not like you! I made a big leap to get here, because i was sure enough about what i’ve done. Thanks to you, i’ve remembered why i got here. If i wasn’t here, you wouldn’t send me the sms, which was the starting point of our friendship. I’ve never expected the MidPlz meeting would be followed with all of these things. Because of you, i know many things that might be very useful for me. Thanks for all of those free online lectures. You’ve brought many good things to me, cheer up mate! I hope i brought good things to you too.

It is not my habit to talk about one of my friends in a blog because friends are undefined. They’re always here, even though they’re there, a half globe from here. They could lie to say the truth, or shout to deliver whispers. I wrote about you to give you a proof i’m on of people that care about you. So when you feel down or left behind, you could simply read this post.

You’re one of the smartest people i’ve ever known, but you’re also the dumbest person i’ve ever known 😀 You have to be very smart to get your current career, no doubt about it! You’re also dumb because you always feel left behind, nobody leaves you! You should start to feel grateful for all you’ve reached.


Thank you

thank you for being here, although you’re there (JKT, BDG, Papua, PKU). Friends…what would i be without you guys…..

When you have 2 choices, staying here or going away, which one you’d choose?
How you will measure that your expectations are never getting closer? Will you go or just hold on until they come?

Journey, Works

Another Friend

After the DAA (Detailed Asset Assessment) meeting with the corporate team, i feel a lil bit sad. It’s ended. September is the time when the blue print will come up. I haven’t had any agreement for my existence on September, this is the first time i hope i still exist in this company.

I met the director for the DAA things, he’s a communicative man, smart, sincere man. And i think i met someone who has inspired me so much, both in this current company and the direction i want to be in the future. I feel like somebody gave me a chocolate when i feel really sad. A small thing, but it meant a lot for me.

His support made me really want to pursue my career, his advices to face the problems…in fact, I wanna be like him. The meeting circumstance was extremely different without him, he could capture the problem easily, communicate it to the others clearly, being in charge without giving any pressures. I do really wanna be like him! It’s been a long time i don’t have any mentor. One of the ‘big guy’ i’ve ever met in corporate, very helpful, very communicative, and the most important thing is i don’t feel small.

Building my confidence is a hard thing lately. I want to give precious deliverables for this project. Of course it would be hard, but it’s a pleasure for me to try as hard as i could. I wish to meet him in another opportunity, can’t wait to have a real task together with him.

I can’t wait to have another project with one of my best friends. As she said before, we can’t always have lollipops, sometime we have to meet or even swallow a bitter pill in our jobs. Now i start to have more passions in my jobs. I am sure this passion would bring me to more knowledge, friends, experiences, and become successful in my career.