If I Didn’t

Another masterpiece from Daniel Sahuleka

They may grab away my money
Or break into my car
But they can’t take away my joy my fun
My music or my rights

They may steel away my bike
Or burn down my possession
Buy they can’t burn down my motion, devotion
And most of all my pride

You are the colors to all my paintings
You’re the best ever happened to me
You are the spirit to all my sentences
Of every song I sing

If I didn’t have you then
What will become of me?
If I had never met you girl
How would my life be?
Would I be the same?
If I’d been loving another name
Would I stay untamed
Would there be any aim?
So whom I will be..

She doesn’t drag around like fancy
And she is naked around her neck
As well as naked on her finger, arms or ears
Her skin can’t stand no germs

Tough cool down to earth
Genuine and one of a kind
She ain’t suffering from the wanna haves disease
To ease a restless mind

You are the remedy for all my doubts
The best that I can get
You are the one I love to talk about
Even when my mood is bad

If I didn’t have you then
What will become of me?
If I had never met you girl
How would my life be?
Would I be the same?
If I’d been loving another name
Would I stay untamed
Would there be any aim?
So whom I will be..

You made me in love with this song. And this song helped me to understand that 8 years of togetherness is worth to fight for…


You Make My World So Colorful

by Daniel Sahuleka. Dedicated to thee who has introduced me Sahuleka’s albums. xox

Morning sunshine in our room
Now that room is back in tune
Autumn start this day with a smile
And laugh at my beautiful love one
Who’s lying besides me

You so far away in your sleep
Who can tell what dream you may dream
You dont know that I was drawing
With my finger on your sweet young face
Vague as a meaning words

You make my world so colorful
I never had it so good
My love I thank you for all the love
You gave to me

Like a summer breeze so soft
Like a rose you bring me near
And I kiss your lips so sweet
Soft like the rain and gentle as
The morning dew in may

Though they said that I was wrong
But thank god my will so strong
I got you in the palm of my hand
Everyday they tried to put me on
But I laugh at those who tried to hurt our love


I’ve Got A Crush On You

It’s Frank Sinatra’s, but I changed some part as Dinah Washington’s version. Love this song soo much 🙂

How glad the many millions of Timothies and Williams
Would be to capture me
But you had such persistence, you wore down my resistance
I fell and it was swell

You’re my big brave and handsome romeo
How I won you I shall never never know
Its not that you’re attractive
But, oh, my heart grew active
When you came into view

Ive got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and night-time give me sigh
I never had the least notion that
I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share
The world will pardon my mush
cause I have got a crush on you

Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage
That we could share
The world will pardon my mush
cause I have got a crush, my baby, on you


My Greatest Romance Movies

As a common female, I have my own favorite romance movies. Let me share the list and the reasons why I put those movies as favorite. I hope the reasons would never be considered as cheesy or lame 🙂

1. Definitely, Maybe
Just rewatched the movie on HBO. I like the story since it reflected how Will Hayes’s changed his life. He was a great graduate, turn to be an intern wishing to reach his idealism, he reached his career, but suddenly his own girlfriend brought him down. Yes, it has a happy ending, but he struggled to get it 🙂

I kept the book because it was the only thing I had about you.

When Will finally realized he loved April.
First time saw it in 2008.

2. You’ve Got Mail
Nobody could defeat Meg Ryan – Tom Hanks as a couple!! As usual, when you watched Norah Ephron’s stories, she put lots of wits there, so audiences will never get bored 🙂 I love this movie because it puts my favorite things; books, internet, and New York. This movie also made me fell in love with Starbucks and The Cranberries’s Dreams.
First time saw it in 1999.

3. Never Been Kissed
It’s the best teenage love story I’ve ever watched 😀 It’s about an undercover reporter in a famous high school. She tried to be accepted in a popular gang, but it was difficult since she was one of the weirdos in her high school. Her brother helped him, and she fell in love to one of the teachers, Sam Coulson. hehehe…I still remember the character’s name.
First time saw it in 1999.

4. Pride and Prejudice
Who doesn’t know Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice? I could watch this movies twice in a row 😀 Elizabeth Bennet and Mr. Darcy are not my favorite characters, but I love Austen’s flow to make them finally confessing how they couldn’t live without each other.
First time saw it in 2006.

5. The Last Kiss
It’s a festival movie without mega stars in it. It’s about how a man just found out that his life was so boring and predictable. Besides the boring life, her pregnant girl friend didn’t notice his bore. Tina would hate him from this point of view. But, I myself admit that sometimes we need a thrill or being hurt to appreciate how worth it my life is.

6. Sweet Home Alabama
A childhood love turned to be the real one. Sometimes we can’t see the bright side since we haven’t been mature enough. The story is simple, but i can watch it again and again 😀 Hear the songs, love it 😀
First time saw it in 2002.

7. Titanic
The best romance movie ever!! Who doesn’t know it?? Although there’s still disagreement whether the love story existed or not, I cherish it so much 🙂
First time saw it in 1998.

8. Before Sunrise
Since I watched this movie, I really want to back pack in Europe 😀 I want to have a road trip instead of having a comfortable trip :p Aaannndd…I think if we travel with our spouse, we could get knowing him/her better. When we are in a trip, there are so many decisions have to be taken, ie: when we should stop and rest; which path we should take; or even when we missed our plane, would we caught in a silly fight or not.
First time saw it in 2003.

9. Bridgete Jones’s Diary
I’d prefer the first movie to the second. In the first movie, I see how Collin Flirth’s character is truly in love with Bridgette, although she’s messy and a little bit pathetic.
First time saw it in 2003.

10. Ever After
It’s a Cinderella movie by Drew Barrymoore. Unlike other cinderella story, in this movie Cinderella was a very tomboy girl and she could save the prince charming 🙂
First time saw it in 2000.

11. Great Expectation
I love the character’s name, Estella (played by Gweyneth Paltrow). It’s an old movie, but i just watched it for the first time. The original story was Dicken’s novel with the same title. As other Dicken’s story, it fills with a very deep sadness. It tells how a child was taught to be mean and cold-hearted by her closest relative gives less suffering than the real suffer.
In general the story is about a love from childhood until the adulthood with an extreme social status differences as the background. Dicken brought two endings for this book, the sad ending originally came from Dicken himself and the happy ending was from his friend’s suggestion.

After I list those movie, isn’t it I’ve changed??? Hehehehe… I believed a fairy tale such as Ever After, but I’ve known well that life isn’t like a Cinderella story. I know that a happy life is dedicated for those who always struggle to reach it. And…I can’t stop hoping a knight with a silver shield would save me :p