After the DAA (Detailed Asset Assessment) meeting with the corporate team, i feel a lil bit sad. It’s ended. September is the time when the blue print will come up. I haven’t had any agreement for my existence on September, this is the first time i hope i still exist in this company.
I met the director for the DAA things, he’s a communicative man, smart, sincere man. And i think i met someone who has inspired me so much, both in this current company and the direction i want to be in the future. I feel like somebody gave me a chocolate when i feel really sad. A small thing, but it meant a lot for me.
His support made me really want to pursue my career, his advices to face the problems…in fact, I wanna be like him. The meeting circumstance was extremely different without him, he could capture the problem easily, communicate it to the others clearly, being in charge without giving any pressures. I do really wanna be like him! It’s been a long time i don’t have any mentor. One of the ‘big guy’ i’ve ever met in corporate, very helpful, very communicative, and the most important thing is i don’t feel small.
Building my confidence is a hard thing lately. I want to give precious deliverables for this project. Of course it would be hard, but it’s a pleasure for me to try as hard as i could. I wish to meet him in another opportunity, can’t wait to have a real task together with him.
I can’t wait to have another project with one of my best friends. As she said before, we can’t always have lollipops, sometime we have to meet or even swallow a bitter pill in our jobs. Now i start to have more passions in my jobs. I am sure this passion would bring me to more knowledge, friends, experiences, and become successful in my career.