Mencla Mencle

Tau kan arti mencla mencle?! Ngomong gak jelas. Yang paling berbahaya dari sifat ini adalah bisa merugikan orang lain. Saat ini yang kena getah adalah gw. Yang paling nyebelin yg mencla mencle itu dosen! His…malas berat. Pantesan susah maju SDM di sini.

Jadinya dini hari kaya gini gw melek buat ngerjain sesuatu yang seharusnya dia bilang gw ke gw dari jaman dahulu kala. Maksudnya baik sodara-sodara……but sucks!! Yak…sabar…sabar… Cuma itu yang bisa gw lakukan. Gak boleh langsung emosi, ikutin aja apa maunya. Kalo masih macem-macem yang aneh-aneh, gw udah punya cukup bukti dan kekuatan yudikatif untuk bawa ke tingkat yang lebih tinggi.

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Defining Part 2

Need car, need money, need job. Butuh mobil, jadi butuh uang, uang didapetin dari kerja.
Nah, kerjaan blom dapet, jadi gak ada uang, gak ada mobil 😦

As usual, being online int the middle of the night, wasting my parent’s money. How stressful college was, well it could be seen from my expenses, they made linear equation. So…being online. Hmm…the present conversation with other person is ended. The conversation with the right person will be ended soon. For the second time, both of us can’t get along together. If we could, do i want it? dunno. The percentage is 40% yes, 60% no 😀

And then, do i need to say a proper goodbye to another person? What for? no, i don’t need it. Hmm…i just feel missing.
What happen to that girl? Only heaven knows! She doesn’t need me anyway, everybody will notice her, so she definitely doesn’t need me at all. I need her help indeed, but i don’t want help if it’s a disturbance for her or anybody else.’s better to be alone, isn’t it? God is so kind, always help a sinner like me through many things. This is not a letter from a frustated person.

Masih jaman ya fs?! always the same question… Yes, still rocks!! A lot of my friends are on friendster, and i miss them. Soooo…much missing them….. About the photos, you’re skinnier, but you were gorgeous 😀 I love those photos 🙂

The biggest thing i want now, is I want to get out from here, from them, from those people!!

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happy, releaved. No missery, no missing friends. Like the sparks of waters on my face after going through the dark and long cave. I am not saying that i’m ready to work, i still want to lay down, taking a deep breath after a very long marathon.

My beloved friends are coming back to the city, they’ve graduated too. Seeing them is like seeing a person in the eye without bringing up my GPA, what programming language i’ve learned, how much my TOEFL is, who the DJ on Only-Heaven-Knows Caffe is, or others. I just bring me, and they just bring their selves without anything to be proven or denied. We had shorter time to spend together, but we have a lot of lifetime memories 🙂

On the other tab, i opened trash can. A stupid thing to open a trash can, and suddenly i want to puke 😦 Trash with trashy things, shouldn’t be opened.