summary : Indonesia mengalami penurunan peringkat dalam indeks daya saing industri teknologi informasi (TI) yang diumumkan oleh Economist Intelliegent Unit (EIU). Posisinya melorot dari 58 menjadi 59 tahun ini. (read more)

Not about Mandy Moore’ song.

I’m gonna find you stupid cupid!! Wrong target tauuuu… >.<
A very stupid cupid which probably was feeling an itchy butt when he shot the arrow.
Ganti rugii…ampe gak bisa tidur nih stupid stupid cupiiiddd…

From the beginning, been in love with this song. And just watched the incredible performance by Beyonce in MTV Music Award 2009. Love it love it

It’s been 2 years after my graduation day from CSUI, but I’ve already in my 2nd chapter of work. Interview request phone call memories are ringing in my head. The most remembered phone call was come from Ibu SM who asked me to have interview in Mid Plaza in the end of July, days after my graduation trial.

When will you graduate?
I’ve had my final trial 2 days ago
Congratz!!

Those sentences were the beginning part of my interview which sent me to be one of BHPB-MCP IT team members.

I just spent 1,5 years in that team. I left with smiley tears. Nobody insisted me to leave, but I’ve made decision to have a more stable life. I did love the roller coaster environment. Many people, events, joys, approval, disapproval, and projects I’ve been involved. The roller coaster thing made me open eyes widely to see the world. I thought I’ve in the right place to reach the sky. I love those moments. Can not say any words.

After all, I’m in my new team now. Nice people, no emotional events, just work. Friends with same ages, predictable activities from Monday to Sunday. I could never think about leaving the previous company, but I left. I could say I will be leaving current place, for now. I haven’t put any punch pin in the map of world, but soon Let me ’sleep’ for a while, enjoy the breeze of the city, after no time to enjoy it in the first 1,5 years.

Midplaza Intercontinental, elevator.
“How old are you?”
“Is it necessary to know my exact age?”
“Hahaha..no..I’m just curious about it since I see you have a 16-years-old-girl spirit.”
“I’ll take it as a compliment “

And now I just have a 83-years-old-granny spirit. Does it happen to everyone? When the 16-years-old-girl spirit has been taken away by heartache, disappointment, and betrayal.

I need to play in my sandbox mind, have fun, and I promise I’ll have the 16-years-old-girl spirit